Feeling a little weak right now but I guess it's due to the lack of sleep that I need to replenish tonight. The happiest kid on earth today should be me I suppose. Hehehe. Things hasn't been going really smoothly lately but I can now gladly say proudly that things are taking for a turn now. Have never felt so happy for the longest time. Was telling my favorite boy the last time I felt this happy, this relieved and this carefree was three years ago. Back then I was just fifteen and it lasted for only two months odd.

Have been trying to make this precious boy of mine give up on me. Took him for granted, went over his limits, annoyed the shit out of him, tested his patience and raged at him for no reason. He never gave up and held on even tighter. Every time I push him away, he tries to mend the gap and tell me how important I am to him in his life. Every time I find fault with him, he give in and make sacrifices for me. Every time I get so paranoid he sweet talks me like all he ever eats in his life is honey. How to resist such a sweetie? Teehee.

I thank God for granting me such a chance to meet him and allowing him to enter my life. Signed in MSN and suddenly all the past contacts I deleted popped up. Saw a "i love my Girlf, Joey(:" and it reminded me of the past. Felt a little upset but no longer feeling sour or alone because I know I found a happy pill now. Every time I smile I feel so genuine. It's no longer a fake smile I hang on my face.

My sweet boy ended school at 2.50 today and he told me to wait for him at Toa Payoh Central. Met him and we took a bus to my school together since I only went for presentation. But because I was so late, we took a cab as soon as we reached Bedok Reservoir Road. This darling waited for me until I was done I think he was bored stiff. Saw his tired eyes when I was done at 5.30pm and he immediately told me "Let's go!" like a little boy :b Took a bus back to TPC together before heading to NTUC together to get some fish and minced meat.

Came back home and Chuin Wei got my first win on LoL for me while I cooked him porridge. Poor boy has fever and cough yet he still came to meet me, insisting on accompanying me because we won't be able to meet tomorrow. Feeling rather sick now but it's ok :D Heheheh.

I guess we all change. We all grow. That's life isn't it? I hope I've gotten stronger now (:

In school now preparing for Friday's EBM's project presentation. Here in school since 9.35am in the morning is no joke mannnn. But coming earlier beats staying back and thinking of what to do in the late afternoon. Reckon all my brain cells would be dead by then. Cleared two presentations this week, thankfully! Can't wait for tomorrow because it'd be three projects down ^-^ Hehehe.

But this would mean a day nearer to Monday. WDS submission... Pang kang lo. I haven't even started on anything for it and I need to come up with a minimum of 10 quality pages by Monday. How to?! Hopefully I'd be made to present on Tuesday so Thursday would be a free day for me ;) Hehehe, "self-proclaimed holiday" yar. Got to start on my project this weekend. Got back my BA test paper yesterday and it was disheartening :/ But considering the fact that I didn't even study yet I got 33/45 I think I should be grateful already? Time to buck up and mug on my studies. I need to get back my A for every modules. So tough. Already expecting a lousy grade for POM and Econs project and both projects are worth 15-25% of my total grade, I can't really recall. How now brown cow? ):

Can't believe selfish and irresponsible people still exist in our era. "I did a lot liao" OH YEH?! I never knew distributing one's work to others and asking them to do it for you is equivalent to you doing A LOT, YOURSELF. Kudos to you man! (:

Ended up not studying for the whole of Saturday :/ Nothing productive was done I'd say. My favorite boy came over to look for me right after his tuition ended ^-^ He came right after I turned off the MacBook and fell into my light sleep. Was really grouchy but I still went to open the door for him and he kept hugging me to disturb me while I tried to continue sleeping. Was telling him I'd cook fried rice for him though I looked super tired HAHAHA so I pulled him out to the kitchen and turned on the computer when we came back into the room. Forced him to play LoL for me to get my first win and I ended up watching him play instead of sleeping.

Chuin Wei kept rushing me to bathe because he was hungry and we had a movie to catch but I delayed until 2.30 before I was finally willing to bathe :x Ended up leaving home at like 3 or 4 plus? Hehe poor boy forever starved when he comes to meet me. We went straight to Plaza Sing to have my first meal - Pastamania. Seems like every time we go out together, we'd never fail to eat Pastamania. It's like our usual now :b

Went to Daiso to get my things before we met Nicholas outside Golden Village and we watched Journey 2 :D No comments for the show because I was busy playing with my favorite boy's phone since Shermaine helped him jailbreak it today. Sweet boy walked out of the house and told me it's for me to play so as long as I like it, nothing else matters (: Had dinner with the boys, Shermaine and Gabriel :D They left for their movie while we headed back home.

I think I'm really lucky because although I've been exceptionally mean but this boy just keeps trying. Thank you for every single thing you've done and have been trying to improve on just to show me that you're gonna be worthwhile. I love you.

Heading out with Shermaine later to get some things. Hmmm, supposed to save money but y'know some times you just have to splurge yar? Hehe. Guess I should go back Bedok on Monday to get some things I need.